Friday, October 1, 2010

oh no!

my mother & father have abandoned me for the weekend. :(
i have no clue how ill be getting to work. woo!

Monday, August 30, 2010

oh & also i really love how-

everyone gives her more attention then me.
like for real, so i never had any problems with anything, and she has. does that make her more subjected to your guys' love? im not immature, nor am i jealous, its just a bit ridiculous and i really hope i am not the only one who can see it. but i already know that in some of your guys' eyes, you disagree with me. thats okay, and already expected. (:


first post in quite sometime-

im a junior nowadays & im about to turn 16.
school just started, its the best.
im done with long posts that no one reads but me. haha. (:

soon things are going to happen, and life will suck yet again. joy.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

whoa, dream big kid!

I wanna live in a world where the tree tops pierce the clouds, where we could stand on our toes and rearrange the constellations, where we would roam the highest hills on nothing but our bare feet, where we could stand in the middle of the ocean and spin round in circles staring at the heavens,wondering where exactly earth begins and where heaven ends. Where you greet strangers with an honest smile,and a peculiar handshake. Where goodbyes don't exist. Where 'perfect' resides in forgotten worlds. Where there's no such thing, as TOO much happiness. Where hate disappears,and is boxed up in the back of our closets. Where minds are filled with the beauty of art, not the nonsense of the past. Where sleep is left behind, with our worn out suitcases. And memories are stuck to the outside of our brains,where your thoughts are drown out by the sound of the vigorous typewriter,attempting to get all its purpose onto paper before the man sitting before it, loses his mind to the constant beating in his chest. What fools, what fools are we. so completely blind standing before our hidden destination, our purpose. Reach forward kid, and grasp your dreams, for they are the only sane thought created within the insane. Where we sleep on our roof tops, praying for rain to fall on our skin. Where we leap from star to star expanding our imagination, and asking ourselves one too many questions. Where every wall, and surface is painted with a story. Where every face is painted with an expression, where every heart is painted with an extraordinary love for someone else. Where there is no limit to your love, where time abruptly stopped when you walked into my life, and it took what felt like forever to figure out that beautiful object softly singing inside your chest, that feeling that filled my stomach when our eyes met, it was nothing but love at second sight. My mind cannot erase the day we fell in love, the day we crossed our pinkies, and promised the love we would never fall out of. when you whispered into my ear how exactly you would like it if we could stay together forever, and you failed to believe me when i replied to you that we would forever be together, and i looked you in your smitten eye, and told you exactly how ive been in love once, and will stay that way til the end of forever, and no matter the distance between us, my heart will always belong to you. I would very much like to share the rest of my days, with you. from sunrise to sunset, day after day, the love i have for you will never fail to constantly grow larger until our hearts cease to beat. that smile of yours makes this heart of mine beat oh so quickly, and i know when i grow old and my body loses its youth, my soul will still love you like i did when i was but a girl. a promise between you and i, is the one thing i kept true through all these years. look at us now, to everyone else we appear to be aging inside and out, but my old man told me to never judge a book by its cover, so im telling you now. look inside, and you will see our story. the story we will never stop adding too, the story that never ends. We will tell our story, paint our picture, dance our dance, sing our song. And you will get a glimpse of that thing people wait around for their whole lives, what we found effortlessly. true love.

and no, haha this is not reflecting on my life in any way.


life is good, that is all i can say.
next week is midterm. and summer is so close.
i like someone new, so much. and i know for a fact that he likes me too. (he's a senior. hehe ;)
last night we went to the movies, it was awesome, although the movie..not so much.
i got my hair color changed, and i loveee it so much!
everyone at school keeps pointing out how much i have been changing.
like becoming a social butterfly, and changing my image and stuff. i love it.
yesterday i stood up to the school jerk, and it felt so good. haha. im definitely changing for the best.
and im pretty sure that is it. yupp. thanks for reading.

"Soon you'll hit like a bolt of lighting. And I will be your thunder."

Saturday, April 3, 2010

so today-

was our Easter party, and it was a success. (:
probably the best one we've had for awhile, and i think most agree.
everyone was just able to relax and talk. And it was nice to be able to see Makae.
She is beautiful. (: And she has grown sooo much in such a short time.
And i got my pictures taken, they turned out good!
I thank grandma for the rings and the shoe watch, and also Teresa for the discounted necklace.
I absolutely loved it. (:
Good easter egg hunt, good lunch/dinner, and good conversations.
Woot woot! (:


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

all i know is-

everyone needs to stop blaming god and other people for their own problems. *cough cough* ha.
hmm..maybe accept that you can make mistakes and stop being such a hater?
Its super annoying and totally uncalled for, and unwanted. Hopefully you can realize this.
Don't wanna come across as a jerk, but really, im still a teenager and i can see how dumb it is.
Do us all a favor, just stop. It makes my head hurt.
K thanks.

P.S. i love my family, they are as close to perfection as it gets in my eyes.
I would never turn my back on them and blame them for my issues. (:


Monday, March 29, 2010

end of March. 2010.

As you all know, i applied for Rides this year instead of Games at Lagoon. (: the trainings have been pretty good so far, just each day of training has been freezinggg. Hoping for a change. (:
It is the beginning of 4th quarter, ive said it before but i must say it again. This year has been going by way too fast. I hate it. I've had so much fun so far.
Also i have made a few decisions about next year. I am going to be trying out for Volleyball, and Softball my junior year. I am really trying to get more involved with school if you haven't already noticed. I just don't want to have any regrets for my high school years. I am also looking into running for Senior Office 2011-2012. (: i just have to keep my grades up.
Family life is all good. (: never been better actually. Everyone just seems super happy. (: and my mom is making delicious dinners with her new fruits and veggies from Bountiful Baskets, so our family is coming closer together at the dinner table. Horray. (:
I have my first real crush. Most of you already know this, but im just letting everyone else know. :P Im not going to say his name, just in case someone from my school reads my blog. That would be no bueno. Not a great way of finding out someone likes you eh? (:
Anyways, that is all i have to say.
Just wanted to update you all. (: thanks for reading!
Love, adrie.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

sweethearts 2010 (:

last night i went to the sweethearts dance at my school (:
it was pretty fun, and it was nice to hang out with all of my friends.
We went to dinner, to the dance, and then to see Valentines Day, which was really good.
Or at least i thought so. (:
Here are some of the pictures. Didn't put them on facebook for many reasons.
I don't think i looked so great. Haha. So yep. Here they are!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

2nd semester already. :)

can i just tell you how fast this year has gone by??
the first semester is finally over, which classes!! :)
well, two new classes. here is thee schedule.
1st. world civilization.
2nd. sign language.
3rd. physical education:fit for life. REQUIRED.
4th. biology.
5th. Intro to health science.
6th. Child Development.
7th. English 10.
8th. Geometry.
so basically..its not a huge change. but im still excited. :)

Saturday, January 16, 2010

yeaa. i know that it was the end of 2009 awhile ago. :) but these are just highlights of what happened this year. :) loved 09.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

one thing i am certain of...

I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.
times have changed, as have people. It sucks knowing that this is just the beginning. I have to do what i can, i suppose, for what else can i do?
Have a little faith in me.