Friday, October 16, 2009

Heyyyy dude, im learning something...

:) so one of my choice classes i am taking right now is photography.
We have been learning all about photoshop cs4 (the newest version, i think) and i am getting insanely pro at it. I am one of the best in my class.
I'm way excited to learn more though, because i don't understand all of it yet...
earlier today i took a ton of pictures of me, my mom, and chico. I did a lot of editing, and color changing for our eyes and stuffs.
It's all way exciting. Haha. And now i have photoshop here on both my house computer and laptop. Life is goooooood. :)
Also, high school is a blast. Friend drama, but that isn't unexpected..blah!!!
Don't know what i want to be for Halloween, someone help me out? Thankies. :)
Oh and also, i don't have a Christmas list. I don't need one. I have everything i want and need. :) I know my parents aren't making much money this year, and i am fine with that. I already have the best gift of all, family. :)
"Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don't work."


Monday, September 14, 2009

Getting closer to it... :(

The end of Lagoons season is getting closer and closer...
and man, it's gone by soo fast!
I just realized that Wednesday will be the last time all of the lagoon departments will be together. That makes me want to cry just thinking about it, because i have made so many good friends. :( And next year chances are that we won't be here. So that will be the last time i will get to see many of my new friends.
Anyways, on Wednesday is the End Of Season Banquet. All of us will eat dinner, play games, and watch the end of season video. There are going to be a bunch of different clips of everyone in each department, then of all of us together. Im probably going to cry. Haha.
I saw the videos the games department put in, and im in like 6 of them. :) But im just going to miss everyone tons.

School is good. :) no complaints. Ive made more friends, and already learned a few things. Life is fantasticcccc! Haha. And that's pretty much everything i have to say right now.
We need to have a family party soon i think!!! Okay. Bye. :)

Love, moi. :)

If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.

Monday, September 7, 2009

So i think it's a miracle...

During the summer of 09 i spent a lot of my time working and hanging out at Lagoon.
I had an amazing time, and made many many friends who i will trust forever. But, i also made one enemy. Her name is Selica. Me and her started hating each other quite awhile ago, over the silliest thing. A guy. To make it worse, he wasn't even worth it. So over the summer every time i saw her i gave her the dirty looks, and she gave them back. Everyone knew we hated each other, and they thought it was funny. Most of them were on my side, so not many liked her. THEN, on the first day of school i walked into the main lobby with my two best friends at side, and saw HER. My heart stopped and i could tell hers did too. It was one thing having an enemy you thought you were never going to see again, but then to have to go to school with them every single was something else. Every time i saw her in the hallway i just wanted to hit her. But, that all changed.
Yesterday morning when i was sitting in the employee kitchen at work, she walked in. And actually came and sat right across from me and was staring at me. And i was doing everything but looking back at her. Then she said "hey, we go to school together.", and i said "um, yeah. I noticed. I see you in the hallway a lot...". It was an awkward silence for awhile. Then she said "look, im really sorry about this summer. I'm sorry i started all of this. I wanted to do this earlier but i have a huge ego and a lot of pride. But then i realized this was the thing to do." so i accepted her apology, and said sorry myself. We talked about what happened, and why we let it get sooo out of hand. We were just both immature. And we both know it. But then, out of nowhere she just said "So, i am mormon. But im not an active mormon, anymore. Actually, i am absolutely against the church now days. The things they said to me..they were just not right and made me feel like god hated me, just because i had a lip piercing." she went more in detail about what was said. But that is the basic outline. then she added, "and i want to become baptist christian, but i just don't know anyone who can help me find out more about the religion and help me become involved in it. ANYWAYS, what religion are you?" And i told her everything. I told her about my church. And what we believed. And i'm telling you, ive never seen her smile so brightly and big. It made my day. Then break time was over, and we were both walking back to our games and she said "hey adrie, thanks. I can't believe i ever hated your. You are one of the nicest people i know. And i can already trust you. Lets talk about this more at school." then she hugged me. :)
God brings special people into our lives for a reason. I think she was brought into mine to get closer to god, and to be an amazing friend. I know this is going to go somewhere :) yay! And now everyone who knows we hated each other can only say "wow, who would've thought?"..

That's all for now. :)

When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side of the road, turn out the lights, get out and look up at the sky. I do this to remind me that I'm really, really tiny in the grand scheme of things. It makes me feel serene in a way I never thought I'd be. I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything. If you ever hear someone say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun, look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky. Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye.

Monday, August 31, 2009's a few more. :)

Never have i fallen.

Your lips speak out of sweetness, your touch a cool caress. I am lost in your magic, my heart beats within your chest. I think of you each morning, and dream of you each night. I think of your arms around me and i cannot express my delight. Never have I fallen but i am quickly on my way. You hold a heart in your hands that has never before been given away.

I really enjoy writing love poems if you can't tell :) they make me happy.
So most of mine are about love.

Perfection in my eyes.

All i ever wanted was to be apart of your heart. And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, you're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than i thought we would, i love you more than i ever thought i could. I promise to give you all i have to give. I'll do anything for us as long as i live. In your eyes i see our present, our future, and past. By the way you look at me i know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize how perfect you are when seen through my eyes. :)

My friend Cassi LOVES this one. Me and her are actually writing a song using bits and pieces of these two poems. The last especially. I'm writing the lyrics. She's writing the musical pieces. ( guitar, piano, violin, bass guitar, drums. Yeah) And so far it's going pretty good. :) ill keep you guys posted on that.

A special world.

A special world for you and me. A special bond one cannot see. It wraps us up in its cocoon, and holds us firmly to its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold, gently nestling us to the fold. Like silken thread it holds us fast, bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break, a new one forms in its wake. To bind us closer and keep us strong, in a special world. Where we belong.

I just love this one. I wrote it for my Creative Writing class in 9th grade. My teacher was extremely surprised and later in the year actually asked me to attend a special writing class for the summer. 2 kids got asked to attend it. I was chosen :) unfortunately i wasn't able to attend. But everyone i show this one to, loves it. I love it too. :)
That's all for now.
Hope you enjoy them :)
Happy Birthday to me tomorrow!!

Yeah, she was playing the intro, i was getting ready to sing.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I write poems... :)

Most people do not know this but i write poems. I simply adore writing.
So i have finally talked myself into sharing a few of them. So here they are. :)

My Reality Your Dream.

On my own, but mostly in the Savannah, where the tumbleweeds fade and die. Before the glassy sun burns, the waters of the high seas of which was so far. A place as of where vultures roam, i looked around but you weren't anywhere. You used to say that you would die, but i took the wrong meaning into my heart. Now the sea is wild with despair. Deep blue, like a prairie of flowers blue, where all the children of god rest in eternal peace. I saw you at the end, you and i, friend of nature. Friends of heaven and earth. Bitterly falling one after another. Once into a river, then the river of life turned red in blood. My eyes watched in horror. Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned. You disappeared without saying good bye. Not a word came out of your mouth. You became like desolation in its grave. When once the skies were a realm of stars and the sun shone brightyly in the summer skies, you were there to share the calmness. But now i stand here in the midst of the tall grass and only the Savannah remains.

alright so..i wrote this towards the beginning of 9th grade. And i never expected to go anywhere with it. But now that ive finished it. I like it. Some of it may not make sense to you guys, but to me it is very special. Now for another one. :)

A Special World.

A special world for you and me. A special bond one cannot see. It wraps us up in its cocoon and holds us firmly in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold, gently nestling us to the fold. Like silken thread it holds us fast, bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break, a new one forms in its wake. To bind us closer and keep us strong in a special world. Where we belong. :)

I really like this one. I think it's way cute, and i was way proud of myself when i wrote it. :) i have showed my parents all of my poems, for the most part, and when they saw this one they were way surprised by my word usage, and the placement.

I just love writing. And i have tons and tons of poems. So if you guys like these two please let me know and then ill add new ones up. :)
Hope you liked them.
Thanks. :)

.......................and my schedule :D

And here is my schedule... :)
A day:
1st: World Civ.
2nd: American Sign Language.
3rd: Digital Photography.
Lunch time. :)
4th: Biology

B day:
5th: Health Science.
6th: Fashion Strategies.
Lunch time. :)
7th: English 10
8th: Geometry.
(about math, i'm not the smartest child) :)

...................need i say more?

Alright well, school has started and its everything i expected, but ten times better :)
i love it. I love the A day B day schedules. And i love my classes.
:) AND to make it better, every single Friday i have late starts. Meaning, i get to start school at 8:45 instead of 7:45. More sleep. :) yay! Also, i can use my phone anywhere in the school (except class) and not get in trouble :) that just makes my day.
And Thursday afternoon after i got home. I found out something that just pissed me off. I hate how girls make up totally UNTRUE, and screwed up stuff about other people to take the heat off of themselves. It is so immature. And she really needs help, wait, she's getting it. But it's obviously not helping her whatsoever. Oh well, my mistake. I had a tad bit of respect for her, and i trusted her a little. But not anymore.
Well i am going to be blogging more. :) promise.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Hum :) a NEW POST. That's a shocker...

Well well,
i guess my mom won..partially...
but that is about to change! Cause what am i doing right now? Making a new post :D
I am rather proud of myself.
ANYWAYS...updates. 1. I officially have 2 more days of junior high left. (Thursday, May 28 is the last day for 9th grade ONLY) I am really sad..i don't want to go to high school whatsoever. But oh well. I am just really going to miss jh. 2. Lagoon Day was a blast, as usual. But i am also sad because that was my last Lagoon Day for school, until i am a SENIOR in hs. Grrr...! 3. Work is going pretty great. I have not worked many days yet, but this summer i am going to be working a lot and making tons of $$$! Yay!! 4. I got a debit card :) 5. I cannot wait until Makae's party. 6. I cannot wait for Cassi's party either! 7. A lot of my friends are turning 16 already!! And i'm not even 15 yet! :'( saddest thing in the world. Curse my youngness (even a word?) 7. I think that is pretty much it..OH! Caleb cut his toe toe open. My mom will probably post about it though. So no worries ;) just know that, you got it from me FIRST!
Alrighties well that is it for now.
I will be keeping you guys posted :)
Peace. Love. Happiness.